:: Burnning Rome Down

This is the story of my life, its short but it’s repetitive, how many times it happened that I see something, my eye balls pop out, and I hear that deep voice inside my head saying:
“Hamzeh, this is it man, this is exactly what you want in your life, and this is how you are going to spend the rest of it” regardless of what is it, an object, a skill, or a person…

Now, and at this moment, I would burn Rome down just to light a cigarette… I would pay $1,000,000 for a penny, (and by previous painful experiences) I learned that once I light a cigarette I realize how much I hate smoking, once I get that penny,,, I will spend it on cheap chewing gum… once I have what I want, I get sick of it, I totally lose interest… so, I waste money, disappoint people, or break hearts… and the worst is when it’s all three of them for just one cigarette that I stepped on half way through to the filter, simply, I got sick of it and lost interest sooner than I thought. (so, if you don’t want to see Rome burnt down to ashes, you better have a lighter every time I want one ) Does it really worth it? I personally don’t think so!

But who cares as long as I always get what I want? This is me, doing my favorite things, things that I am good at, an endless loop of IRREVERSIBLE MISTAKES.

Music Mood: [Man In Black]

~ by Hamzeh Hamarneh on January 24, 2009.